Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Humming Alpacas


While I've been staying at my Uncle's house I've had the privilege of indulging my love for animals and gardening. Many mornings I get up with my cousin Brianna at 6 am to help her with her chores. We feed the Alpacas and chickens, make sure they have water for the day and then water the garden. It is a wonderful way to start the day!

Just a few days ago "shearing day" rolled around. All the Alpacas were due for their yearly haircut. I had never witnessed such an event and was very curious to observe what all goes on. I found myself not just observing but right in the thick of it. Catching a skittish Alpaca and getting them prone on a shearing table is quite the experience! Much like camels and lama's, Alpaca's are capable of spitting or drooling a very vile substance which made the process that much more exciting. They cry and "hum" very pitifully during the whole hour long process. I was given the job of holding their head. As I gazed down into their doe eye's, being careful to stay out of spitting range, and heard their mournful singing I began to hum back out of sympathy. I'm not sure what I was saying in Alpaca language but I hope that comfort was communicated one way or the other. Amazingly they calmed down and remained calm as long as I hummed to them. I found it to be calming to me as well. There is just something beautiful about spending an hour humming to an Alpaca.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Productivity 2


I'm happy to report that out of the 10 "To Do" items listed below 3 only remain undone.

Now I think I'll get going on the vacuuming so the house looks nice for when Mom gets home this evening!

That leaves the law class...ugh. I'll do that Monday.

Unfortunately the flower garden planting is the one item that gets left entirely out in the cold - guess it won't get done til' July.

Not bad over-all I'd say! List-making can certainly help ya out sometimes! ;)

Monday, May 18, 2009

Productivity

Alrighty! I've got 3 days of having the house all to myself and a "To Do" list" which is rather long. What shall I do first?

-Mow the lawn

-Vacuum the entire house

- Clean my room

- Clean up the Basement

- Go to the Bank

- Hoe the Daisy Garden

- Plant something in the Daisy Garden :)

- Complete the Massage TN Law Class (5 hr minimum)

- Call about observing surgery

- Help out at the School

Hmmmmm... guess I'll go get some breakfast.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Day Away...


Sometimes there comes a time to take a day away and do something unusual...


...and enjoy the unconventional.




...it was wonderful!

Monday, April 20, 2009

I'm an Ephesian



"To the angel of the church in Ephesus write: The words of Him who holds the seven stars in His right hand, who walks among the seven golden lampstands...I have this against you, that you have abandoned the love you had at first. Remember therefore from where you have fallen; repent , and do the works you did at first."

~ Rev. 2: 1,4,5

How silently, gradually...almost imperceptibility my "first love" experience slips away from me. I do not realize it until I am jolted from my daze and find myself painfully far from the One whom I once loved with such passion.

How do you find your way back? He tells us to "remember"...remember the first time His sacrifice became real to you,... remember the time you cried because He gave all to buy back unworthy little you, ...remember the joy of total surrender...remember...remember from where you have fallen and repent.

Run back to the place you last saw the light. Cast off everything that might hold you back. The Ever Patient One is waiting for you...

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Thoughts on Nursing


All of us have seen those pictures of nurses looking much akin to stylish angels in white. Starched and the very picture of cleanliness they were more apt to be holding a lamp (tribute to the revered Florence Nightingale) than a Foley Catheter (which would not be in good taste of course!). This image of nurses is a very pleasant one indeed. What little girl doesn't want to grow up to be like the pretty lady in white? In fact, the day I got my student nurse uniform in the mail was a happy one indeed! Here was my chance to look like a starched angel in white! Putting on that uniform made me feel composed, knowledgeable and incredibly professional! It was marvelous!

This morning I step foot in a hospital for the first time in uniform. I experienced many conflicting feelings: awe, fear, euphoria...I couldn't quite decide how I felt. As I devotedly trailed my clinical instructor, flipped tentatively through charts and was shown medication scanners etc. I saw things a little differently. One look and I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt that my "starched angel with a lamp" image was grossly inaccurate. You might think I was disappointed, but indeed I was not! What I saw instead were highly talented "wonder women" who juggled baths, meals, meds as if it was second nature! They read the doctors chicken scratch notes with ease and worked around nitty gritty policies with unstudied efficiency! Jaw-dropping! Truly jaw-dropping! It may be hard for you to see the astonishment factor in what I just described if you have never tried filling the shoes of a nurse before. Let me enlighten you...the hospital beds can out smart an average person, the docters handwriting really does looks like chinese and once translated might as well be greek! In order to just get your patient a toothbrush you must not only remember a certain combination to get into the storage room, but also know how to scan and charge to either floor or paitent etc. etc. When I pictured being a nurse I picture many challenging situation, but not these!

I guess my image of nurses has shifted from gliding angels of white to a more realistic view. I may be far from composed and stately as I rush around, but I'll still be helping people and thats what counts.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

I Surrender


I Surrender

Lord I know You see this fear in my heart what my future holds
I feel you softly ask if I can trust You more and give you control,
so I kneel before you now and I offer everything
Come and be the Lord of all, all I am or ever hope to be
I've been living for myself, and now I want to live for You alone
Come and help me when I'm weak, and when my path seems so unknown
You will be beside me still, I know You want what's best for me
So when I want to take control, Lord please come and help my unbelief

I surrender, I surrender to the One Who loves me more than life
I surrender, I surrender here is my heart,
I open it wide- to the One Who cannot be unfaithful
I now offer You all that I am

I surrender, I surrender from this day on I'll be in Your hands.

Lyrics by Leslie Ludy